Wazzaaaa!!!
Ok so today was actually ok. i did well on my…agg i cant remember what it was, but i did well on it. i totally think i aced my spanish quiz, and my friends were actually nice to me. i forgot to tell you guys something before. im bi, and i recently came out to my friends. i made a huuuuuge mistake by telling this jerk (who was my friend, and then we got in a few fights, but i still thought we were friends) and she ended up telling pretty much everyone. so that fucked me up badly.
Now that like everyone at the school knows (oh and btws i go to an ALL GIRLS SCHOOL) everyone acts weird around me. it as worse in the beginning, but i still see little things that make me so mad everyone once in a while. like the other day, my friend (who ill call s…haha gossip girl) like was just spontaneously kissing everyone on the cheek. i cant stand the fact that if i had done that everyone would think i was trying to make a move on them! then like my friend e came back after lunch and everyone was all “hey!” and were giving her hugs an stuff. first of all, i would give ANYTHING in the world to be able to have friends who care about you enough to miss you when youre gone for like an hour. secondly, my friends scooch over whenever i like mistakenly hit their foot at the lunch table or something. that makes me sooo sad.
i have like 59083290 projects due tomorrow. rosay out.
